Maticus | South Florida | Employed | 21.
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I would love for someone to tell me point blank that marijuana has no medicinal benefit. For you personally, ignorant anti-“drug” activist, you may be right. I’ve met plenty of people who smoke all the time that firmly believe “weed is weed”, and that’s perfectly fine for them. But I haven’t been able to smoke all weekend and because of that eating, sleeping, and physical comfort alone have been interrupted and rendered almost impossible. I’ve had a lot of these problems for years and been prescribed things I couldn’t even pronounce all to no avail or the condition would then be worsened by side effects. All in all, I’ve never been the type of person to shit all over someone’s opinion and I’ve yet to ever question anyone’s treatment methods for their own illnesses. I’ve never felt impaired, sluggish, or disoriented from any sort of marijuana usage medical, recreational or otherwise. All I’ve ever felt was relief and the ability to finally do things at a normal pace like everyone else. If you think that’s wrong- hell, if you consider it drug abuse, I dare you to tell me how it’s any different from taking any other prescription drug.

lostrulez:

When you meet someone, think they’re super rad..then you add them on Facebook. It’s all over after that because you realize how stupid and annoying they are, and have to unsubscribe from their posts because the thought of seeing their whiny posts makes you cringe. NO ONE CARES THAT YOU’RE LONELY, AND WISH THAT YOU HAD A GIRL (or boy) BY YOUR SIDE. You just sound needy and clingy. SHUT THE FUCK UP.

Okay. Rant over.

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There’s way too many helpful pages on the internet for people to still have shitty ear lobes. Also, if your ears are fucked, stop photographing them. That shit is not cute.

THANK YOU. God, that’s just another reason to love Every Time I die. Fuck. I never thought anyone loved that album like I did. Phew, /rant.

THANK YOU. God, that’s just another reason to love Every Time I die. Fuck. I never thought anyone loved that album like I did. Phew, /rant.

(via lino954)

I’ma answer all of these myself since no one ever asks me shit on here.
Some girl tricked me by telling me to close my eyes and saying she fell into me. Likely story, right?
Probably what college to go to. I ended up making the wrong choice on that one.
I’ve broken my left ankle twice, my left shoulder has been dislocated and fractured, I’ve fractured both of my elbows, broken almost all of my fingers, and I was hit by a car when I was 6 which ended in be breaking my left femur.
Not really sure how to answer this one
Not a virgin. Lost it at 15 to my first “love”.
4 full fledged, boyfriend/girlfriend relationships.
I really wish I was smart. Book smart, that is. I’m an idiot involving anything academic. Other than that, I wish I could play guitar.
I’d love to travel all over the United States; New York, Pennsylvania, Illinois, California, Texas, those kinds of places. Other countries can wait for now.
Get a job, buy new drum equipment, stay sane.
Canada, Mexico, England, and the Dominican Republic, so 4.
They know who they are.
I guess my Denny’s date last night (or early this morning) with Rhiannon. We were hungry, it was late, we were up, so we went to the only place open.
$$$
Cerberus-Validus, Lady-Modjo, Hold On-Curren$y, Pillars-Veil of Maya, Overlooked-The Ghost Inside
Obey snapback, Demolisher shirt, HT Jeans, Nike black socks.
Can’t remember, very little human contact in the last couple of days.
Woke up from a ridiculous dream.
Anytime someone brings me food when I’m in a bind. I know that sounds lame, but it shows they care enough to go out of there way for a dumbass like me.
Ghosts.
I don’t really ever drink, but I had sex with an ex girlfriend at a friend’s birthday party even though I had sworn off hooking up with her beforehand -.-

I’ma answer all of these myself since no one ever asks me shit on here.

  1. Some girl tricked me by telling me to close my eyes and saying she fell into me. Likely story, right?
  2. Probably what college to go to. I ended up making the wrong choice on that one.
  3. I’ve broken my left ankle twice, my left shoulder has been dislocated and fractured, I’ve fractured both of my elbows, broken almost all of my fingers, and I was hit by a car when I was 6 which ended in be breaking my left femur.
  4. Not really sure how to answer this one
  5. Not a virgin. Lost it at 15 to my first “love”.
  6. 4 full fledged, boyfriend/girlfriend relationships.
  7. I really wish I was smart. Book smart, that is. I’m an idiot involving anything academic. Other than that, I wish I could play guitar.
  8. I’d love to travel all over the United States; New York, Pennsylvania, Illinois, California, Texas, those kinds of places. Other countries can wait for now.
  9. Get a job, buy new drum equipment, stay sane.
  10. Canada, Mexico, England, and the Dominican Republic, so 4.
  11. They know who they are.
  12. I guess my Denny’s date last night (or early this morning) with Rhiannon. We were hungry, it was late, we were up, so we went to the only place open.
  13. $$$
  14. Cerberus-Validus, Lady-Modjo, Hold On-Curren$y, Pillars-Veil of Maya, Overlooked-The Ghost Inside
  15. Obey snapback, Demolisher shirt, HT Jeans, Nike black socks.
  16. Can’t remember, very little human contact in the last couple of days.
  17. Woke up from a ridiculous dream.
  18. Anytime someone brings me food when I’m in a bind. I know that sounds lame, but it shows they care enough to go out of there way for a dumbass like me.
  19. Ghosts.
  20. I don’t really ever drink, but I had sex with an ex girlfriend at a friend’s birthday party even though I had sworn off hooking up with her beforehand -.-
Tag(s): #rant

I feel like insomnia is something that I’m never going to be completely rid of. I go through these fleeting segments of time where I actually have a normal sleeping schedule, but then it slowly creeps back up on me. It starts as a harmless 21st century inspired flipped sleeping pattern (I swear, it’s almost vampire-like) and then surely enough turns into full blown insomnia. I’m talking 36 hours up 3 hours down type shit. As far as remedies go, don’t get me started.  I’ve tried everything from exercising to not being on the computer or watching TV as much, all to no avail. Herb was literally the only thing helping with this particular problem, but I haven’t been keeping on that as of late and I guess this is where it starts to show. This is only going to get worse before it gets better, I just hope this time I can correct it more promptly.

jaysonignacio:

When they’re so into Cruel Hand

But they say they don’t like Metallica

Oh fuck this. I realize that Metallica plays a huge influence in almost all of the music I listen to, but how does me not liking their music make my appreciation for my favorite artist any less valid? I love Cruel Hand and I can’t make it through an entire Metallica album because I get so god damn bored. Call me hypebeast all you want, this post makes no fucking sense.

(Source: rightxdirection, via masterxkiller)

Get ready for the more ignorant side of me. I just don’t understand how kids like bands like Attila, Attack Attack, Breathe Carolina, We Came As Romans, etc. I just don’t understand it. When first introduced to those bands, I thought they were joke bands and just laughed it off. Then someone told me they were real, legitimate, signed touring acts and I just made this face 0_0. There is no substance to any of these musicians and I just can’t understand how people can say “Attack Attack is my favorite band”. Unfollow me if you’d like, but I think those bands are ridiculous and pretty much talentless. I’m probably going to get a lot of “so, what band are you in?” or “it’s all a matter of opinion” comments, but I really could care less. Those bands are terrible, that’s all I have to say.

I love these lyrics, but dude, I’m so tired of these stupid fucking pictures that are ALWAYS written in that damn athletic font -.- and blood splatters? really?

I love these lyrics, but dude, I’m so tired of these stupid fucking pictures that are ALWAYS written in that damn athletic font -.- and blood splatters? really?

(Source: hardcoreforhardcore, via christinedgaf)

Tomorrow is probably gonna suck. I’m going to two Thanksgiving dinners, which may sound awesome, but it’ll be lame as fuck. I was stoked when I was just going to go to my best friend Scott’s grandma’s house but now my dad wants to go to my grandmother’s house afterward. That means having to deal with more annoying family members asking me about shit I don’t care about, more people asking about my ears, more time being bored in someone else’s house, and that means more time being spent irritated by all of these previously mentioned factors. It’s literally going to be like 6 hours of Thanksgiving when all I wanna do is play drums. Which brings me to another point, I’m all for Thanksgiving and family, but I’m pretty bummed 3/4 of my band is going to Colombia for the week tomorrow, so I can’t jam out and write new stuff with them. Whatever, hopefully Black Friday with the best friend and girlfriend will make up for it. Lord knows they’ll be some shenanigans going down.

to do one of those “I love my best friend” rants.

My dad has always given me the same piece of advice:

“Don’t be too afraid to be trustworthy, or you’ll miss out on the best people. But know this:

Never trust a person with your car, your money, or your girl.”

And, along with a lot of other things, my dad is 100% right about this statement. Now, along the past 6 or 7 years, I’ve only been able to trust one person with all of those things without any worry whatsoever, and that’s been my best friend, Scott. Boy, I don’t know what I’d do without him.

ih8religion:

Check out the article here.  Priceless …

Look, I realize I post a lot of outlandish shit regarding religion, but I really don’t mind it all that much. What bothers me are radicalists and extremists that build up the horrible reputation that religions tend to have. For a perfect example, The Westboro Baptist Church. I hate (yes, using that word) everything they stand behind. Whether you have a religion or not, go ahead and read this article. If you don’t feel the need to, here’s my favorite part:

“The group (The Westboro Baptist Church) bases its work around the belief expressed by its best known slogan and the address of its primary Web site, God Hates Fags, asserting that every tragedy in the world is linked to homosexuality—specifically society’s increasing tolerance and acceptance of the so-called homosexual agenda. The group maintains that God hates gays above all other kinds of “sinners” and that homosexuality should be a capital crime.”

Does anyone else have that “are you fucking kidding me” face on right now? This is the prime reason why I can’t stand religion. Thank you ih8religion for posting this. Feel free to follow them at ih8religion.tumblr.com

+ I would oversleep the day of an in class Macro test review

+ I would over sleep the day of an in class Macro test review that also had the following 2 hour review session canceled as well.

+ My ears are starting to hurt, either stretching is taking place or they’re getting fussy again, which would be really disheartening with the run I’ve had so far with them.

+ I’ve been wearing the same outfit for the last three days because I keep waking up late and just throwing on whatever so I can leave.

+ I have 3 orders that need to be shipped out but I’m pretty sure I’m out of envelopes. I hate that I have to do it, but sometimes GP needs to be put on the backburner when it comes to school.

+ I’ve got the rest of the day to study my ass off for my Calc test that I have tomorrow at two

+ I’ve got the whole day tomorrow to study my dick off for my Macro test that I have Friday

College blows. Especially when you’re a shitty student.

+ Glasswork is awesome. Buying a nice bong just for the sake of having a pretty one someday.

+ Shoes, Johnny Cupcakes, plugs, and vinyl have to stop draining my mental pockets. God damn vices.

+ Ben & Jerry’s just does it right every time

+ Everyone keeps saying I look skinnier, but I don’t feel that way at all >.<

+ Like I mean it that way, right? Thanks for that, always.

+ I have no complaints about my phone. Android > iPhone, hands down.

+ The Office is so awkward at points it makes me cringe, but it’s still fucking hilarious.

+ This week is going to suuuuuuuhhhhhhck from all the studying I’ll have to do

+ I miss you, best friend. God damn it.

+ My ears are finally getting bigger. Hopefully these tunnels don’t get stuck in my ears again. God damn huge flares and shit.

+ I need to shave my beard. It’s getting insane. I don’t like it, but everyone else apparently either loves it or thinks it’s gross.

+ I’m so broke right now, it literally hurts

+ My parents really do look out for me, and I appreciate it more than they believe

+ I’m a lot smarter than I let myself believe, but fuck this place makes me feel so damn stupid.

Th-th-th-th-th-that’s all folks!